2020 was pretty great to me, I was supposed to start ''college'' in ''architeture'' but over here they declared lockdown just as I clocked in exactly 1 day of a useless boring presentation with uninspired lecturers, and 1 day of class in which already I wanted to murder my retarded idiot classmates and idiot teachers. I'm deeply sorry for everyone that got fucked over this lockdown shit, and I sympathize with anyone wanting revenge for pushing this shit on us when they cucked us out of the cure (hydroxychloroquine), as well as the more unfortunate souls who just got mentally fucked over from this. I pray you overcome this.

And that's the crux of the question, 2020 was a year like any other, it can't be ''bad'' to you and bad things that happen to you IS NOT ''2020''s fault. This is a shitty faggy meme that only neo-pagans spread around, while China and our governments are fucking us over in the ass you're all sitting at home circumambulating around the 2020 hate deity. Maybe I might be no fun when saying this, or sounding really angry, but I feel like that's the truth. People are at fault for making the world worse, not arbitrary calendar numbers.

I am very glad and thankful for the year I've went through, even the bad parts. Good people were put in my path, excellent people, Great friends on top of the great friends I already had, I wish the best for them all in this next year. My very understanding and patient followers, the ones that stay and the ones that left, I'm thankful for you all, you're not internet or dopamine points to me but people whom I'm trusting my talent on, to make stuff hopefully you'll all enjoy. Hopefully I can be more active in 2021, and God willing, put some muscle on my personal projects I'm aching to see them finished and shown.

Merry Christmas, and a great 2021 for you guys!

After forsaking my twitter account right as a thousand people come to see me draw coco only to get nothing and even more nothing in response, I bravely set forth on my path of STILL forsaking my poor twitter followers in my quest of not giving anyone what they want, I might be done with TGT but not with a dozen other projects I now have to play catch-up to. My deepest apologies to all my fans/friends/loved ones who expect something from me but I can't really promise anything.

It doesn't help that lately the entire country has been hit with this absolutely unbearable heat wave. I feel sick on a daily basis. But other than that, everything has been just peachy.

EdIT: Oh yeah, turns out newgrounds is glitched on my version of chrome, I can't access it and it sucks. I also spilled water on my keyboard and now my d and shift keys don't work, I have to copy paste the letter d now, or at least until I buy a replacement keyboard and get it fixed which from the way my life is paced, it won't be a thing until next year. But yeah, everything's fine and I love you all.

EdIT2: guys it's not that bad, lol

God bless.

Sorry I haven't been very active lately, save for a couple lewd sketches in April I've all but almost dropped out of the porn scene, hopefully I can go back to it soon, but paid work takes precedent and right now I'm very much involved in the making of Tails Gets Trolled, as well as commission/fanart work. I pray everynight for more time.

I've been rather sick since November last year, my respiratory system had been getting really fucked and turns out that it didn't have anything to do with my smoking habit but the fact that my gums fucked up and are trying to grow my wisdom tooth at the grand age of 24, added with my old mattress virtually killing me via fucking up my back/bladder it also caused this crisis.

I will abstain from talking about the chinese virus, but all I have to say is stay safe, be aware, and don't be afraid. There is a cure.

I'll end 2019 with a couple pictures, for sure, but also a few words

I'm immensively thankful for all the love and support I've gotten in 2019, 3 years in this porn business and not a single death threat, minor soliciting nudes and being cancelled despite being a big fascist racist homophobic? I must be gifted.

In all seriousness, I look back at 2019 and while I can see a significant improvement in my art, more than ever I feel the pressure to live up to the standard that gets the big twitter numbers/newgrounds frontpage, tumblr seemed like a bubble now that I think about it, but that's just me, as usual the people that can ''just do it'' have their own issues. 

I'm thankful and would love to personally hang out with everyone that followed me, as well as unfollowed me (which is quite a lot lol), but unfortunately I can't. My only concern for 2020 as far as I'm willing to tell is that I need to work, evolve, try not to embarrass myself as often. 

I'm working on a new version of my Rock & Rule fan-edit, the newest Chapter 23 of lazerbot's Tails Gets Trolled (under his supervision), a couple comics (haven't done those in a while huh? good times.) And overall more art. Maybe commissions.

Thank you all and God bless.

And so dies the last master animator.

Seeing Raggedy Ann & Andy, The Thief and the Cobbler, Roger Rabbit and all his commercials and interviews and documentaries about him was probably the single most inspiring thing in my life up until that point, I spent hours watching TheThiefArchive channel and reading all I could about the film, it motivated me and I'm sure it motivated thousands of other artists too. Shame about that animation industry, though.

For me, the only reason I kept drawing, editing, restoring and researching was because of him. The only reason I never began animating was because I never had the right equipment to do it, I'm afraid of starting now, but even then the few times I do animate something literally ALL of the animator's Survival kit comes back to me, it's basicaly burned into my brain. Of the few things I am, an artist, an editor, a researcher/historian, I owe it to him and his legendary will to keep working on what he enjoyed. Here was a man who fully achieved the most a man could in his craft.

I have The Thief and the Cobbler burned into my brain. The whole thing. all the multiple versions too, every single shot, every single line of dialog, it's never going to leave me. I downloaded the Mark 3 from Youtube back when it was big and watched it over and over again. Incessantly. I think I must've watched it over a 100 times and I'm not joking.

God bless you, Richard Williams. Thank you for everything.

I've lost since the year started some 20-30 followers tops there, I was warned that the community is terrible but I wouldn't expect it to be THAT bad, it's like I'm really stuck on a college campus filled with drug addicts, priviledged/petite burgeouise pricks sharing their intelectual brainfarts for good boy points and pats on the back, and people that think their lives are fulfilling only if they farm as much twitter points as possible for doing Absolutely Nothing.

Added with the terrible interface, unintuitive design, gimped features that make facebook and tumblr look like swiss army knives, and the godawful way it organizes the posts that I'm pretty sure it's intended to fuck with my memory/sanity by changing the order of the posts and not have an option to organize it chronologically like in Tumblr.

At least with tumblr I wouldn't see content I didn't want to see, I could just unfollow said person and NEVER have to deal with idiots comforting people who fooled them all with bullshit or fanfiction, as well as like anything I want without losing followers. Because of Tumblr's antiquated design/structure it ended up being more user-friendly and enjoyable than twitter, which is nothing but a vice to people, I feel like the loss of everyone's privacy makes it alluring, or a tool to outcast people, who knows.

what even is the point of reblogging if everyone can already see stuff the people they follow liked

Everyone should have just migrated to GAB, to be honest, but even Newgrounds gets flack for ''supporting the likes of Shadman'', so it's out of the question. Sad!

Thankfully the blog itself is intact, albeit in stasis, I don't have the classic woody avatar or the exploding volcano during a thunderstorm for some reason, I guess I've been de-personed. My SFW blog is still up, however, and since the tumblr bot is retarded I wonder if anyone can see SOME of my posts that are still in there.

Thank you bumblr, maybe one day where you stop sucking dick you'll go back to your former glory.

I wish I could warn everyone that sent me e-mails for commissions to either stay patient or hell, tell me if the deal is over. 

Alas, I am tackling them one-by-one, slowly. All this Newgrounds and Twitter exodus is pretty heated, and in the process, as it happens in an artist's life, I get overwhelmed by all these artists and cool people that follow me and I feel like I'm not a tenth as good as they are, it's then that I feel like ''I must retire to the mountains'' and try to improve at my craft. I actually haven't felt like this in a long time. It's a good thing I guess.

I have more art planned, and yes, I do intend on censoring my whole blog to see if I can still save it after the purge. 

I also tried winning The Black Cauldron in storyboard form at an auction but someone bid 1000 dollars in JUST to keep the competition away, a similar thing happened earlier this year when I wanted to win the script (Shooting Schedule) where I didn't have enough money, turns out that the guy won it for 1000, no competition. I recorded it, it's on video. At that same auction a sketch of a bear from Fox and the Hound sold for 2000 dollars, so the guy that bid for the storyboards REALLY wanted and was SURE to get it, it seems.

For those that don't know, these Storyboards are essentially the skeleton of the film, uncut, uncensored, and is the next best thing to a extended cut of The Black Cauldron,  I have a Youtube channel where I run some Black Cauldron related trivia and deleted scene research that everyone steals to put in their video instead of looking for themselves, for now only a handful of scenes surfaced, but I did do my homework and research, I'm currently gathering material for a new video with the new stuff that just showed up, so everyone can enjoy and steal :D

People will hate you, tumblr. You'll lose traffic, you dumblr. It's not worth pleasing the chinese and their criminal social credit bullshit system, stumblr.

Currently working on a Evil Coco pic which I intended as my first Newgrounds Picture but I forgot about that so I just posted some stuff.

I didn't get banned from tumblr, the bot that goes after pornbots already did that last year and I managed to get it back after contacting support, so I reccomend everyone that lost it to try it. Still, it's really sad how social media has been becoming more and more unfriendly to independent art in general.

I will be posting my art at complete random, aka what I think are my ''best pieces'' in no particular order, originally I thought of doing them in chronological order but that would take too much work so fuck it lol.